Done with finals...I know I passed all my classes but I feel so shitty about physics. I was aiming for an A in that class, but considering how my final went I don't think that's going to happen. I worked so hard...I was walking back after that test in a daze and it seriously made me cry. Ok, so maybe I was crying a little for teddy...I'm going to miss him. I should probably ask him out to coffee or something...even though he has a girlfriend...um...

I really want to do biophysics research.

No plans for winter break...first day and I'm already bored. My goal is to lose another 5 pounds, now that I have time to work out again I just discovered recently that I fit into a smaller pant size, which is encouraging. And I actually got some clothes in the small size too

I still miss that loser.